• Tethered

    Using controlled bursts of nitrogen, the Mahboula wheezed into position, 300 meters from the pale leviathan. Her thrusters coughed unevenly, her old bulkheads groaning. At the controls, Tereq chewed his lip, his brow furrowed in concentration.

    With the little ice he’d mined so far, he’d be lucky to break even. Nearly half the hauler’s size, this chunk might finally make his three-month run profitable.

    “Oya, big bastat, come on now…” the old miner muttered, lining up the targeting lasers. The shard was too big to fit in the Mahboula’s hold, but could be towed using grapple hooks. In his reticule, Tereq centered the pip on the white-blue mass, its edges caught in weak sunlight and framed by black.

    He fired the grapples; a dull shudder ran through the ship as four hooks spat from the launcher trailing cables. Seven seconds later, the nickel-titanium hooks speared deep into the frozen behemoth. Sweat beading on his brow, Tereq reengaged the thrusters to match the slab’s spin, reeling in the cables.

    The two objects circled – a slow orbital waltz, until they found the same beat and drew closer. Tereq leaned toward the screen; the ice held steady while the stars and the black slid past.

    A bleating alarm broke his focus. The Mahboula’s outdated collision-detection software gave Tereq enough time to yell a surprised curse before an unnoticed shard slammed into her flank.

    The ship lurched to the side, throwing him violently in his harness. The tethered colossus spun on his screen once more, this time dragging the Mahboula with it.

    Sésata!” Tereq slammed the cable release and sagged back into his seat. The Mahboula was spinning now, he could feel it in his gut before he saw it. Stars dragged themselves in slow arcs across the screen, the frozen mass showing its pale face every few heartbeats like it was mocking him.

    When his breath steadied, Tereq unbuckled the harness and checked the damage. Engines, thrusters, comms – still working. Then a soft hiss from the port wall froze him. His heart skipped; he scrolled through the readouts…

    CABIN PRESSURE: 0.38 atm — AUTO SEAL: FAILED

    O₂: 7.2%

    “Fuck.” A day. Maybe. Not enough to reach port.

    Tereq sighed, his head hanging. “Old kopeng, your time come, ya?” He blinked, shook his head, chuckled.

    He sat back down, keyed in some commands on the vid console.

    CALLING: ASHA 

    Static filled the cabin before the line found its target. Thirty seconds later, the screen came alive – Asha, mid-thirties, hair tied back, a tired smile just for him. The cramped apartment behind her was cluttered with toys and clothes. She didn’t speak. Old Belter custom: the one who calls talks first, in case the delay steals the moment.

    “Kora, mi girl!” He matched her smile with one of his own.

    Three seconds to Ceres, three back. Normally the delay was a pain; now he was grateful for the silence between. He studied the tired joy in her face — the new-mother bags under her eyes, the easy pride in her grin.

    “Oya, Papa!” she beamed. “How you do? Find any good ice? We good here – want see Tovi?”

    Asha leaned out of frame, then returned with a chubby baby in a diaper, waving her tiny hand.

    Tereq felt his chest tighten. “Eh, how’s mi Tovya doing, eh?” He drew a shaky breath. “Grow fast, shenya! I’m good, ya – found one monster ice rock. Big payday this time.”

    He thumbed the thrusters; the pale mass steadied in the viewport again.

    “Just wanted say I love you. Give Tovkin kiss for me, ya?”

    Six seconds later Asha smiled, kissed the child’s head. “Love you too, Papa. Get that ice – we see you soon, ya? Be safe.”

    He watched them for six more glorious seconds before the screen went dark. His breath caught, then broke into quiet sobs.

    A minute later he wiped his face and looked up. The ice was drifting away. With a few deft keystrokes, he locked its coordinates into the autopilot.

    Not bothering with his harness, Tereq brought the reactor to full burn. The engines roared, g-forces pressing him deep into the seat.

    The frozen mass swelled in the viewport. Tereq smiled.

    “Mi belta, sleep slow…stars dey spin, an’ rock still grow…”

    The impact atomized the Mahboula, shattering the ice into a glittering storm of shards.

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  • (A) Winter is my favorite season. I like wearing all my comfy clothes, but I look forward to winter mostly because I get to make soup all the time. (B) I love bundling up with a steaming bowl of soup to keep me warm. One winter, a friend of mine was coming over to play video games, so I reheated the pot of yesterday’s batch and wolfed two down massive bowls in quick succession.

    (D) Twenty minutes into our gaming session, my stomach started gurgling, and an unfamiliar pressure began building in my guts. I profusely apologized to my friend, who had driven an hour to see me, told him I needed to go to bed.

    Hours later, I awoke in the middle of the night to searing pain, my stomach visibly bloated and my entire body spasming every 20-30 seconds. (C) I crawled across the house to wake my dad, who worriedly drove me to the hospital. It took longer than it should, as I had to stop every few minutes to dry-heave on the side of the road.

    (E) That’s how I found out I had Crohn’s Disease; that had been my first (and sadly, not last) flare-up.

  • The Fix

    Max glanced at the classroom clock. For the love of god I need nicotine, he thought, pretending to focus on 8-year-old Sarah’s story. Something about how she and Philip had pretended to be chickens at the trampoline place?

    His usual trick was asking one of the aides to cover while he “went to the bathroom.” Nodding pleasantly at Sarah, he checked the hallway again; nobody in sight. 

    “…so the workers, they, they chased us, then they caught us, and they put, they put us in a cage!” She cackled maniacally.

    He only had a few minutes before their long afternoon block began; memories of going 90 minutes without a fix made him grind his teeth.

    Just as he texted one of the aides, he sensed a sudden motion behind him. Turning around, he saw Jimmy covered in barbecue sauce, his packet having apparently exploded when he most certainly used too much force opening it.

    Max sighed, nodding; it was gonna be one of those afternoons.

    “Ok buddy,” Max said tightly to the filthy child. “Why don’t you go to the bathroom and–”

    He turned as the classroom door opened. Janet, one of the aides, popped her head in, her hijab framing her face like the angelic saviour she was. His heart sang.

    “Hi Mr. Fisher,” she started. “I saw your text but couldn’t answ-”

    She stopped as the heavily sauced Jimmy approached her..

    “Oh, what..?” Janet looked at Max. “Do you want me to take him–”

    “That’s okay!” he said, a bit too forcefully. He stepped to his bag, subtly palming his purple vape. “I needed to go to the bathroom anyway; can you just watch the kids for a sec?”

    He ushered Jimmy out of the classroom, then stepped ahead of him and into the teacher stall of the bathroom.

    He would savor this. Closing his eyes and leaning against the wall, he put the vape to his mouth and inhaled. A moment later, he resignedly opened his eyes to regard the ceiling, and reflect on his lack of foresight to charge the fucking thing last night.

    Oh no.